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By now most of you know I have published my first book of "Life Poetry" titled Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths. I was so excited to see my baby come to life. I was giddy and scared at the same time. New to this whole process I finally learned the true meaning of 'Self Publishing' and all it entailed. It literally meant once your product was produced then the promoting and marketing was left all up to you the Author. Telling everyone before hand my book was being released, many became or so they said excited and anxious to read it. As it turns out those many anxious and excited ones congratulated me but have yet to purchase the book. It was a complete eye opener but it just made me focus harder on reaching those who have yet to hear about me and my writings.

Reaching out to other Authors asking for advice (Women Authors) seem to bring the usually let me get back with you or just keep pushing through everything happens in time answer. It let me know right there that not only we as human beings, but we as fellow artist do not wish to lend support to one another. It is truly sad. Now I will admit there were some nice Authors on face book who truly gave me some good information as well as congratulating me.

I am shouting them out because they deserve it. Author April Johnson, Author Angela Murphy and Author Renda Rose, Author Justice Chikandamina, Justice Clarke, Ant Pearson of W.A.C.S. online and Author- Poet Ricardo A Owens. (I also wish to thank those of you who have purchased my book. I truly appreciate it fully. Joyce Thomas, William Blackwell, Dwayne Morgan and those who I do not know by name again thank you for believing in me, supporting my dream.) There are other Authors who congratulated me and welcomed me into the fold but none offered help or advice on more ways of promoting your book, getting your name out there. If I saw an Author had a book signing, I would ask that Author excuse me but how did you go about making this happen. Answer, none. I have reached out to book clubs introducing myself and my book to them and while yes they would befriend me on face book, none took the time to directly answer messages I sent them while all the time I would see on their pages books they read and recommended to others. Are we that far into ourselves that helping the next artist is beyond the realm of reality? I would think we 'Women Authors' would lend a helping hand.

How wrong I was.

So I grew disgusted and saddened that my book had yet to attain the status as some of the other Authors I have been researching and following. God heard a many of my prayers on this situation and seen a lot of my tears and he knew I was ready to call it quits on the promoting of my book and then it hit me. The devil is busy. You do not give up because of the pettiness of others. Yes they at one time had to ask for help and yes someone helped them and yes they have forgotten to pay it forward but you ('Me') remember to always pay it forward. I had to remind myself that I am not a "SURVIVOR" for nothing. I 'Can and Will' do this. It may take longer as I am just figuring out some things but it will happen. As my mother points out. Rome was not built in a day. So I wiped away the tears, prayed to God to release the angst in my heart towards those who only think of themselves and I kept it moving.

So I want to thank you all who have refused to answer my questions on promoting my book further.

I want to thank you for being only into you and your dreams. I want to say good luck in achieving all that you have because Missy Smith, Author of Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths will surpass even my own expectations because I am a 'FIGHTER AND SURVIVOR' and if I can overcome abuse, a life threatening illness then I can surely overcome this. I am even more excited and amped to introduce myself to others for I am Missy Smith, writer of 'Life Poetry', Author of Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths!

The Truth

The truth behind my writings are just that. TRUTH. Everything written is everything I have or am experiencing. A lot of my reflections stay hidden while a lot I bring to the forefront. I am at times an emotional writer. My words more often than I care to admit do not emote beauty. But they do more times than enough depict truths. For years I have been trying to pretty up my words and found that to be pointless for I lost me in the process. I have countless pages of words which is that of beauty but to me its fake. I wrote what I felt others wanted me too. Reading some of those writings I felt the pains of it not being the true me. And so I had to go back to the style of writing that was truly me. I write what my heart wishes to be told. I cannot fake something that is not there. So book 1, Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths is 130 pages filled with my various truths. I simply tell it like it is. No glossing it. No trying to make it pretty. For life isn't at all times pretty and that is what I write about. "Life". There are reflections in this book that will shock some but will also show you that through times of tribulations, one can heal. I am a SURVIVOR and plan on remaining one.

I truly encourage all to pick up this book. It is not what some would imagine. I do know that when one hears the word "Poetry" they think of something totally different. But when you hear "Life Poetry", what do you think of? "Life Poetry" is the emptying of one's soul. Barring all whether good or bad. Yes, "Life Poetry" is the telling of Life in a Poetic tone. Life Poetry may not always be pretty, but it is always truthful.

Why I decided to publish Blueberry State of Mind.

At the age of 6, I began writing. Needing an outlet to take my mind away from the abuse I was enduring writing became the most beautifulest thing I could ever do. And so with my little naive hands, I, my pencil and pad sat about writing any and everything I ever reflected on. Being 6 believe me there was alot my mind experienced.

The birth of Blueberry State of Mind came On March 1,2011. Yet another milestone in my healing process. This book has alot of what I wrote from the age of 6 to now. I am encouraging all to pick up their copy of Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths by Missy Smith available @Amazon, Barnesandnoble, Xlibris, Booksamillion and your local bookstores. Do not forget to follow me on twitter @msprettyeyes33 and facebook Author Missy Smith
I wish to thank all who are constantly reading my reflections on my blog, facebook and following me on twitter. I wish to also thank all who believe in me enough to purchase my book journeying with me and seeing my transformation from "Victim to Victorious".

I am the epitome of SURVIVOR!

Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths

Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths by Missy Smith

Here are 3 sneak peak excerpts from my book Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths.

Other

pg 51

My status is other

My race is other

My disposition is other

My skin color is brown

Application in hand asking what race am I

????

What difference does it make?

What does it matter the color I come in?

Various fusions of my DNA has no bearing on my ability I do say

I am human

I am caring

Hardworking

Dedicated

Not giving in to these stereotypical prejudices

Before we proceed you first must know my status i.e. color of my skin

You will see once we come face to face

However, I see you are trying to judge this book before actually reading it

Can't do that

My status depicts other

More complex

Full of intellect

Ready to discriminate soon as you see what is checked

Not enough descriptive spaces for me to tell my true race story

Naw, I am much more diverse

So instead of eliciting confusion

I simply choose to check other first!

　

Better days are coming

pg82

Heh girl, you're feeling down girl

Know it's been rough

However, the hard part’s over girl

Only up is where you are now destined

So good you will be

So envious they will become

Beating rhythmless beats on their own drums

No more tears girl

No more pain girl

Only laughter

Only joys

They'll say something’s different girl

You'll say I know

Secret to them unknown

Smiling cuz only you'll know

Heh girl

Be patient girl

It’s coming

You'll love it

Your heart will sing

As your beauty reigns supreme

Be patient girl

It’s coming girl

You're coming girl

Listen...

Victim No More

pg 104

I’ve swam with sharks

Petted dolphins

Rode horses

Walked alongside lions

Gentle giants

Been defiant early on

Tell me no

I shall take it as a yes

Slam a door

I will simply open it back up

Walking through head high

Never been a rule follower

Though sometimes rule breaker

Team leader

Spirit lifter

Mountain climber

Obstacle over-comer

Do not tell me I am wrong

When I know I am right

See I have been through hell

Right here on earth

Tears falling as I have finally put me first

No more pain

Mind will not allow it

Drama free

Victim no more

Realizing then I was nothing with you

Knowing now, I am everything without you

　



These and many more reflections are inside the pages of Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths by Missy Smith @Amazon.com, Barnesandnoble.com, Xlibris.com, Booksamillion.com and all your local bookstores.

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Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths by Missy Smith available now.

Author Missy Smith writer of "Life Poetry" proudly announces the release of her much anticipated book Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths available now on Xlibris.com, Amazon.com and Barnesandnoble.com

130 pages filled with her reflective truths.

The most intimate and saddening moments coupled with days of happy graces these fabulous pages.

ISBN#:

Hardcover: 978-1-4568-3412-8

Softcover: 978-1-4568-3411

E-book: 978-1-4568-3413-5

also available in kindle form and nookbook

book excerpt:

Strength,

There comes a time when one must stand and be counted.

Never is there reason to allow yourself to become beaten to the pointof no return.

The road to "Strength" is paved with truth and wisdoms.

Yet many fail to see the value in this way of thinking.

So many times we settle for less than what we truly believe we are worth.

Many will keep you down in order for themselves to rise up.

Saying simply to self you are someone is not enough.

You must do more than say it, you must also prove it.

Not just to others, but to yourself that you are actually that

someone who not only matters, but who also counts.

This reflection and much more are found inside Blueberry State of Mind.

Read what others are saying about Blueberry State of Mind:

Shante from Chicago IL wrote:

This book kept me on my toes. I couldn't believe the author caught the pain and abuse and made it seem so real. I can't wait for the next novel!



LadyLuv33 from Washington DC wrote:

An excellent write from the heart. This book details the pain and joys this author experienced throughout her years. Blueberry State of Mind shows others that overcoming and surviving is indeed possible.

These reviews can be found on Amazon.com

Also K wrote, Missy Smith, Author of the newly published book Blueberry State of Mind, a collection of reflective truths.I love this book as it focuses on everything. Love, Life, The dysfunction of a family and surviving abuse. It also touches on overcoming and healing. Love the way the author chose to display her life in a poetic form.The book is deceptively good. It starts off with reflections though subtle but then it just hits you with life life and more life. I highly suggest all to pick up a copy.



I encourage all to get "Your" copy now. A must read for 2011 and beyond.

Alot of the Women who I find myself drawn too are who I now refer to as DIVAS
These ladies are truly tremendous. They take the time to read my blogs, my book, my reflections on my facebook page and just took the time to get to know me. So this is for you ladies.

DIVA
I CELEBRATE YOU
I ADORE YOU
I ADMIRE YOU
DIVA
YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF TRUTH
LOUDLY CHEERING ME ON
QUEENS PERMANENTLY ON THE SCENE
PURPOSELY STRONG
LIKE THE WIND BLOWING SMOOTHLY ACROSS LIFE'S OBSTACLES
DIVAS,
I LOVE YOU

Forgiv'n U

This is a reflection I wrote about an ex who truly showed me the meaning of having a broken heart. I never thought this would happen to me but it did and I have over and over again written about this and many other feelings he caused me to feel.
As you should be able to tell, I am an emotional writer.


Forgiv'n U
By Missy Smith

I was so angry with you
Feelings of betrayal you heaped upon me split my being in 2
I thought we were forever
At least that's what I believed since you told me this very thing
My trust, my soul, my heart was totally invested
Sharing my darkest secrets as you promised to keep me protected
How did we go from I love you to I hate you in the span of 7 years
Heh J, whatcha doing today
I remember it like yesterday
I'd call and say wanna come out and play
Smiling you'd say I'm on my way
Preparations for our nightly bliss begins
My body smelling of vanilla with a hint of cherries awaited her "King"
Our greetings of heh Mami, heh Papi followed by sweet kisses
Damn I do admit how sometimes I miss those cherry lips
Mmmmmmm just one of many things that had me whipped
The eye of the storm nearby
Remembering how you sensually made my body cry
Caressing gently my being as your fingers ran through my curly hair
Did you ever love me?
Forget I asked
Sometimes the truth is more than one can actually bear
So I’ll just pretend when u said it, u actually did mean it
Forget that you forgot my birthday, even though we share the same day
Forget that I waited even after you left
Forget that you broke my soul when you abandoned it
Forget that you promised to love me forever
See now, none of that even matter
For that was then and this is now
And I've released that pain of past from my heart of today
Yes I still smile when I remember the good times
And yes I occasionally cry asking myself why
But I have learned asking never brings the answer one truly seeks
Tragic was our break
No longer do I awake to feelings of heartache
Anger gone
Hate, a thing I couldn't convince myself to keep hanging onto
But through all our ups and downs, I hate you's, I love you's
Just wanted to say J, I truthfully forgive you